Saturday, January 11, 2020

Chapter 78: Too Much Tequila

"I don't want to see you hurting John. Of course I love you too. I know you didn't mean for any of this to happen. I just don't know if I can live with it. I do think you love me, but I also believe in some way you love Dorothea too."

John jumped up from the table. "What are you talking about? I'm not in love with Dot!"




"Please sit back down. I'm just realistic John. Only a few months ago y'all were together and you caught her cheating on you. That's the only reason you broke up with her. Feelings don't die that easily. And now she is having your baby. When you see her holding your child, your feelings will change."

"This is bullshit Ashley! That's not the only reason. I was going to break up with her anyway, so I could be with you!"

"Let's go over there it's looks like they're fighting!" Stacey looked at Richie and nodded toward the two of them arguing.

"Okay but he's going to be pissed at us for butting in." Richie turned back toward her dreading a confrontation with John.

"Oh the hell well." Stacey replied as she hurried over to her cousin with Richie in tow.

"Is everything okay." Richie asked walking up to the table.


"No she's stalling me. I guess she's hoping for somebody better. Maybe she wants to take a run at Sebastian or Gunner!"

"I think your drunk man!" Richie commented, knowing John would be sorry tomorrow for showing his ass tonight.


"John!" That's ridiculous!" Ashley exclaimed, getting a little pissed. "You're drunk!" She accused him.

"Nah, I've only had a few beers!"

"And a couple shots of tequila. Remember Patty bought one for you?" Richie spoke up.

Ashley cut her eyes at John. "Patty is buying you liquor now?"

"Hell no!  It ain't like that! It was just one shot. She was just trying to be nice. It didn't mean anything!"

"You know how you get on tequila! And I'm sure that bitch does too!" Ashley got a little louder.

"Oh you're jealous! Why Ash? You obviously don't give a shit about me!"

"How can you say that to me?" You know how much I love you!"


"Ashley let's just go! Y'all can talk again when you cool off and sober up." Stacey and Ashley stood up to leave.

"Ash wait! Please don't go! I'm sorry! I'm a real dumbass baby!" John drunkenly apologized.

They sat back down. "Okay." She replied not really wanting to leave.

"Oh damn what is she doing here?" Richie asked looking behind John."

"Who?" John turned around to see Dot
walking up to the table. He frowned.
"Oh damn." He mumbled.

"Hi Johnny." She smiled with her hand on her belly and glanced at Ashley.

"What are you doing here Dot?" He asked a little irritated to see her.

"Just out with some of my friends. We came to see Southside Johnny play."


"Why? You hate his music! You never wanted to come when we were together."

"Well my tastes have changed in a lot of ways." She looked at Ashley and back at John. "I thought this was over."

"Well you thought wrong!" John blurted out, staring her down with a hateful look on his face.

A guy walked up with Erica. "Come on Dot let's get a drink." He smiled looking at her.

John cut his eyes up at him. "She can't be drinking! She's pregnant asshole!"

"Easy man I didn't know!" Daniel was quick to defend himself.

"John I can take care of myself. Why don't you worry about blondie over here. She looks like she could use a drink." She laughed.

Ashley gave her an evil glare.

"Just get lost Dot! I don't need your bullshit tonight!" John snapped finishing his beer.

"Okay whatever. Come on Daniel. Let's go get that drink." She turned to walk away with him and Erica.

"You better not be fucking drinking Dot!" John yelled following her with his eyes as she walked away.

"What a bitch!" Richie shook his head. "How were you ever with her Johnny?"

"Stupidity I guess. I need another beer." He jumped up following them to the bar."

"Do you want to leave Ash?" Stacey asked knowing this was a disaster.

"No but thanks. I can handle him." She answered watching him walk up to the bar.

"He's just drunk and angry. He don't mean any of it Ash. He's been missing you in a major way. You know how moody he is." Richie tried to explain for him.

"Yeah I do. Do you think Dorothea is really trying to drink alcohol, knowing she's pregnant?"

"Probably not she is just trying to get a rise out of Johnny." He looked over at the bar. "Well it looks like it's working."

"I want to get a tequila shot and a beer. And this chick over here in the hat, don't serve her nothing, she's pregnant!"

"Fuck you Johnny! Don't be leaving your little whore over there in the corner, to come over here to insert yourself into my damn business!" Dot yelled and looked at him like she could kill him.

He grabbed her arm. "Come over here I need to talk to you!"

She walked away with him. "What the hell do you want?" She screamed out getting pissed.

"Are you really trying to get drunk? You are pregnant damn it!"

"Don't act like you care about me now when all you ever do is treat me like shit!" She looked into his eyes mad as hell.

"Oh make no mistake, I don't give a shit about you! But that kid you're carrying is mine and you ain't drinking tonight or any other damn night until you have it! You got it!"

"Just leave me alone. I'm on a date!"

"With who? That dude!" John started laughing looking at Daniel.

"What? What's wrong with him?" Dot asked rather pissy.

"He just doesn't look like your type. That's all." He chuckled.

"Oh he will do just fine. He has all the parts I need." She smiled.

"Are you going to sleep with him? Do you even know him? Damn it Dot!" You just need to take your ass home!" John was tired of playing her little games.

"Nope I came out for some fun and I am damn sure going to have it. You better get back to your table. Blondie is looking a little on the pissed off side! Good night Johnny! Have fun. I know I am!" She giggled as she walked back over by Erica. John picked up his drinks and walked back over to the table. "Damn that crazy bitch drives me nuts!" He yelled out as he downed the shot and chased it it with  the whole bottle of Budweiser.

"John you are gonna make yourself sick!" Ashley looked at him truly concerned.

"I'll be okay baby. I'm just trying to have a good time tonight. Please stay and watch the show with me."

"Okay but please don't drink anymore tequila. Okay please."

He laughed. "Come on Southside's coming on now."

They all walked over to the stage and the band started playing. John knew all the words and was singing along.

Southside Johnny grabbed the mic. "I always feel at home when we have the pleasure of playing here at the Stone Pony. It's the first place that ever took pity on this group of young Jersey boys and let us play our very first gig. To all you young kids out there trying to make it. Don't give up. You have to be persistent. Like my young friend. "Come on up here Johnny B."

John ran up. "His voice is on the fritz right now, but he can help us out on guitar. And Patty Smyth, girl get your pretty little tail up here!" Patty climbed up on stage. John  grabbed a guitar and she stood next to him.

Southside gave Patty her own mic. John followed along playing every note with the band. Knowing every song by heart.  Patty sang perfectly. They smiled at each other and John got up close beside her as he played a solo.


"How do you feel about that?" Stacey asked looking at Ashley.

"It's really pissing me off!" Ashley watched as Patty started to rub her body all over John as she sang and they smiled at each other.


"Damn what has gotten into Patty tonight?" Richie chuckled watching the two seemingly flirting with each other.

"Okay thanks kids!" Southside grinned. Show these two some appreciation." He started the clapping as they left the stage side by side. They were on such a high. They walked over to the table.

"You did really great Johnny. Your voice is getting better." Patty smiled at him.

"Thanks I've got to go back to the doctor tomorrow. I'm hoping he'll have some good news for me."

She looked around at everybody staring at her. Knowing she wasn't wanted there."I'll see you later Johnny."


"You can sit down with us!" John smiled at her and then looked at Ashley. "It's okay? Huh?"


Ashley wanting to say hell no but being put on the spot. "Yeah sure sit down."

"Okay thanks she squeezed next to John. "I need a drink. "Come on Johnny let's go get some booze."

"Okay. I'll be right back." He looked at Ashley.

"Okay." Her mouth said yes but her turbulent ocean blue eyes screamed no.

Patty and John walked to the bar and Patty ordered two tequila shots. "Here." She sat one down in front of John.


"No I'm good with this beer."

"Come on. I bought it for you."

He glanced over to see if Ashley was watching. "Okay." He downed it and sat the glass down.

Patty started laughing.

"What John grinned."

"You didn't want little miss beauty queen to see you drink that!" She laughed. "It's not like you to be bossed around by a woman, that's all!" She continued laughing.

"She ain't bossing me! I do what I want to! You know that!"

"Order you another one then!" She challenged him.

"No I'm good." He replied with a serious look on his face.

"You're scared. Johnny's done gone soft." She smiled.

He developed a confident little smirk on his face. "Oh I know you know better than that!"


"Yeah I guess you were always rather hard when we were together!" she giggled.

He laughed. "Bartender another tequila shot." John smiled looking at Patty. As Ashley sat watching him getting angrier by the second.


"Go over there and tell his ass off Ashley! He's being a drunk jerk!" Stacey insisted watching John and Patty getting cozy at the bar."

"No I ain't worried about her. If he wants her. He can have her!" Ashley spoke convincingly but in her heart she was worried.

"I think she wants him." Richie emphasized. "She was flirting with him earlier. Johnny said he wasn't interested though." Richie set them straight watching them at the bar.

"I need to get back to the table. I'm trying to patch things up with my girl and you being around ain't helping that."

"Okay sorry, well have a good night. I'll see you later."

"Yeah you too." John staggered a little as he walked away from the bar to the table.

"So is everybody alright?" He asked plopping down.

"Yeah just peachy!" Stacey sarcastically answered.

"Good. You want a drink baby?" He looked at Ashley.


"No I'm fine."

"Yes you are. What do you say we get out of here and go back to my apartment." He smiled his drunken horny smile at her.

"No I don't think so!" She huffed.

"What's wrong now?"

"Are you serious? You were up there on that damn stage letting that little slut gyrate all over you!" Ashley yelled with all her pent up anger and frustration.


John laughed. "That is just an act for the crowd. Right Richie?" He glanced over at him with a please bro back me up look.

"I ain't getting in this." Richie chuckled.

"Good boy." Stacey smiled at him.

"You know I am getting sick of you Stacey always putting your nose in my and Ashley's damn business!" John snapped at her a little pissed off.


"Well she is my damn family and you better just get used to it! Although I don't know why she even wanted to work things out with you. You have way to damn much baggage! You think you are God's gift to women! Not to mention you are a major pain in the ass!" Stacey yelled not holding anything back."

Ashley looked at her. "Stop okay!"

"No Ash he treats you like shit! Hell he treats every girl like shit and all y'all keep lining up for more! It's the damndest thing I have ever seen!" Stacey turned to John. "What the hell is it about you that drives all these damn women so crazy?"

"John just laughed. Well babe it's hanging between my legs!"

"You are a total asshole and I just hope Ashley wakes up out of this damn spell you have her under soon! You don't deserve her!"

"Richie can't you calm this bitch down?" John laughed.

"Hey man there ain't no need for that!" Richie looked at John disapprovingly.



"You know I'd almost rather see her with Jake than you!" Stacey yelled.

John blew his breath. "He ain't got no kind of chance with her. Whether I'm in the picture or not!" He replied smugly.

"Well they seemed to bury the hatchet this afternoon." She snapped back before she thought about it clearly.

John angrily looked at Ashley. "What the hell is she talking about?"



Ashley looked at Stacey a little perturbed. "Thanks a lot!" She looked at her like she could strangle her. Then she looked back at John. "It was nothing. He's going  back home tomorrow and wanted to say goodbye, that's all."

"Anything happen?"

"He asked me to hug him for old times sake?"

John blew his breath. "Did you?"

"Yeah but it was nothing!"

"Yeah nothing to you. I bet it meant plenty to him! Damn it Ash!" He started  yelling.


"Look I shouldn't have said anything. There wasn't anything to it. He put her on the spot and she is too sweet of a girl to say no. Don't take it out on her Johnny!" Stacey explained, sorry she had said anything.


"Okay I guess and I'm sorry about being an asshole to you Stacey. It's just you've been on my case since I met you and it just gets on my damn nerves. I love Ashley and I'd do anything for her. It's true I'm not perfect. But being with her, makes me want to be."

Ashley smiled. "Oh John that's so sweet."



"It's true. I love you baby."

"I love you too." She leaned over and hugged him.

"Oh brother!" Stacey rolled her eyes.

They heard loud voices coming from over by the pool table.

"Cat fight!" David yelled. And everybody went to watch.

Dorothea was standing there about to fight a big tall blonde. "Fuck you bitch! If you want some of me come on! I can promise you, you will be sorry!"

The blonde replied. "I know karate myself and I think you are going to be the sorry one bitch!"

John walked over to Dot. "What the hell are you doing? You can't be fighting! Are you crazy? You're pregnant!"


"Get out of my way John! I'm going to kick her teeth in!"

"No you're not! Now come on! Damn you are carrying a little baby and you ain't doing this shit!" He grabbed her arm. Come on I'm taking you home. He turned to Ashley. I'm sorry I have to get her out of here."

Stacey laughed. "Wow Johnny to the rescue!"

"Fuck you Stacey!" John snapped under his breath.

"No fuck you Johnny!" She yelled and people turned around to stare.

"Let's go!" He ordered Dot.

"You can't drive your drunk!" Dot informed him.

Southside walked up to John. "I couldn't help but hear. I have a limo outside. You can use it to take her home. Just send the driver back for me.


"Are you sure?"

"Of course man. I just want to make sure you get your little mama to be home safely."

"Okay thanks."

"I'll ride with you." Richie spoke up." He walked over to Stacey. "I'm riding with them."

"Okay well we are going home. Call me later."

"Okay I will." Richie smiled and went back over to John. "Ashley and Stacey are leaving."

"Okay thanks." John walked over to Ashley. "Don't be mad okay. I have to get her and the baby out of here."

"Yeah whatever just go!" She responded disappointed.

"Ash come on!" He argued. "I'll call you."

"You don't have to."

"I want to, just answer okay."

"Yeah okay."

Ashley and Stacey left and drove home.



John, Richie, and Dorothea went out and got in the limo. "Damn these lights are bright. John complained getting his eyes  adjusted to the limos bright interior lights.

"They'll turn off in a minute." Richie assured him.

"You didn't have to do all this. I could beat that bitch unconcious if I was nine months pregnant and blindfolded."


"Yeah right!" John laughed she was an amazon of a girl and she knew karate too. She would have kicked your ass!" He laughed.

"Oh really well I can still kick yours, remember that." She glanced at him. "You did this just to break up my date didn't you!" She accused him and made a face.

"No I just want you to get home safely! Is that a crime?"

She laughed. You were just jealous that I was going to get some tonight and blondie wasn't giving you nothing!"

"Don't worry about my sex life! I get plenty!"

"Yeah my belly is getting bigger as a constant reminder everyday of just how much sex you like to have!"

"That's not my fault your pregnant! You chose to quit taking your damn pills! If I had known that's what you were up to, I would have never banged your ass!"

"Well that's real romantic! You consider me. The mother of your child just a random lay!" We should be getting married so our child will feel loved and wanted!"

John laughed. Are you crazy? If I ever marry anybody it would be Ashley! I wouldn't marry you if you popped out ten of my kids and were the last woman on earth!"

"You are such an asshole. When we made this baby we were in love!"

"How in the hell do you figure that? I was was injured with memory loss! I was delirious on pain meds. I was constantly dreaming of Ashley and thought you were her. If anybody got pregnant from the sex I had with you. It should damn well have been Ashley, because that's who I thought I was making love to, definitely not you!"

"You son of a bitch!" She slapped him across the face.

John mashed the button to call the driver. "Hey please stop this car and let me out."

"Where at sir."

"Right here in the street is fine."

The limo stopped and John opened the door and got out. "Please make sure she gets home Richie. I can't deal with her anymore tonight."

"Where are you going? Back to the club? You know Ashley took Stacey home."

"Yeah I'll just wait for you or get a ride with somebody."

"Okay." Richie grinned over at Dot when John shut the door. "I guess it's just me and you."

"Well don't get any ideas I can beat your ass too, you know!"

Richie took his sunglasses off. "Woah easy! Let's get something straight here Dorothea! I have never even thought of you in that way! You are definitely not my type and you don't turn me on in the least!" Richie told her with honesty.


"Good because that's exactly how I feel about you." She huffed back at him.

John walked about a mile when a pair of headlights shined on him. The little blue Volkswagen Rabbit he had ridden in many times before, stopped beside him. "Hello stranger. I thought you were taking Bruce Lee home." She giggled.


"Yeah well it turns out Bruce Lee is a bitch!" He chuckled. "Richie's making sure she gets there. We got into it and she slapped me. I had to get out of there."

"So where are you headed?"

"I was going back to the club to wait for Richie."

"I can take you home." She smiled looking at him.

"No I couldn't ask you to do that, it's out of your way."

"Bullshit! Now how many time have you taken me home in that old Mustang of yours? And if I remember correctly,  once or twice we broke our asses down on the side of the road!" She started to giggle.

"Yeah she runs a lot better now. We got her carburetor all fixed up. I haven't broke down on the side of the road since that night with you. But if I remember correctly we made pretty good use of the backseat and didn't really give a damn!" He chuckled.

"Yep we had some good times together. Get in let me take you home."

"Okay I guess so." He jumped in and they were on their way. About a mile from his apartment she pulled in to a liquor store.

"What are you doing crazy girl?"

"Come on Johnny let's get a bottle of tequila and share it like we used to. It will be fun. You won't regret it. I promise."

He shook his head. "No Ash  I mean Patty. Sorry." He chuckled nervously.

"Damn Johnny you forgot my name that quickly? Well I'll just run in and buy some for me since you're a party pooper."

She went in and came back out. They drove on to the apartment.

"Well thanks and goodnight." John slung the door open and quickly stumbled out of the car in a hurry like it was on fire.

"Bye Johnny." She laughed watching his ungraceful movements up the apartment steps to his door.

"John fumbled with his keys in the door and pushed it open. He had to piss like a racehorse and hurried to the bathroom.

He walked back out of the bathroom and noticed the kitchen light was on. He glanced in the room and saw Patty and that bottle of tequila sitting on the bar.


"No! You have to go! How did you get in here?" He shouted. Wishing like hell he had locked the damn door.

"You forgot to lock the door I guess. Come on let's have a drink Johnny. Just one and I'll go."

"No I can't. I'm a little trashed already. I've got to get up early tomorrow. I've got to go to the doctor."

"Just one drink Johnny. I miss us being friends and just hanging out."

"Okay just one. Then you have to go! Okay?"

"Yeah sure just one."

She poured the drinks in glasses out of his cabinet. She slowly sipped hers and he downed his quickly.

"You know there's a reason I wanted to drink tonight. There's something I haven't told you. I didn't really want anybody to know."

"What is it Patty?" He asked a little concerned.

"It's the reason I took the job at Galaxy and entered the band contest trying to win the prize money. My Mom's sick. She has cancer Johnny."

"Oh damn Patty. I'm so sorry! Why didn't you tell me?"

"I just didn't want anybody feeling sorry for me and her."

"Is she getting treatment?"

"Yeah she's almost finished and the outlook is as good as it can be. But she's my Mom. She's all I have left!" She began to cry. He took her in his arms. "God she smells so good!" He thought as he instantly was taken back to when he was totally in love with her. It was a great six months. She was outgoing and wild. He met her on spring break and they lasted all the way through the summer. He thought they would be together forever. Until he showed up to her house that day in September, unannounced and caught her riding her new guitar player. Right there in her bed at her Mom's house.

"I'm so sorry to hear Gloria is sick. She was always so nice to me."

Patty held on to him and continued to cry.

"Are you okay?" John asked softly.

"Yeah, I'm okay. Her best friend is staying with her tonight and I don't want to go home. It's so depressing there. Have another drink with me. Please."

"Okay sure what the hell." He smiled hoping it would cheer her up."

They sat at the table talking and drinking, until the whole bottle was gone. She cried a little more and he hugged her and she grabbed his face close to hers. "I miss you so much Johnny. I've wanted to call you a thousand times. I was so dumb to ever let you get away."

 John swallowed hard the lump developing in his throat. God there was a time he longed to hear those words from her.

"Patty I can't. You know I love Ashley."

"I just want a kiss Johnny I miss your lips, that sweet tongue. Just one kiss Johnny."

He pushed her away and went to stand up.

She grabbed him and began to kiss him with everything she had. Her tongue was in his mouth her hands were on his ass traveling to his crotch. "Oh God Johhny. I want you so bad!"

John broke free and stumbled to the couch. He fell backward on it and she landed on top of him grabbing for his zipper.

"No Patty!" He grabbed between his legs and tried to cover his zipper to stop her. She eagerly pushed his hand out of the way and unbuttoned his pants and pulled the zipper down quickly like a pro.

"Oh Johnny! You're not wearing any underwear! She smiled and licked her lips. "You're such a bad boy."

"Patty stop!" He insisted, trying to cover his hard on with his hands as best as he could.


She laughed and pushed his hands away. "Your mouth is saying no but your hard dick is saying yes babe!" She grabbed for his almost fully aroused cock. She wrapped her hand around it and eased it out of his pants and gently started to move her hand up and down pumping him as he finally gave in to her and  laid back on the couch watching her as his dick swelled even more. He wanted to stop her but he was drunk and horny and it just felt so damn good. 

He eagerly anticipated her taking him in her mouth. She had given him the first really good blowjob he ever had when they first got together. She was good and he couldn't wait to feel her hot tongue going up and down his shaft as he watched every move she made. She knew he wanted it so she teased him. She licked the head and rolled her tongue around it as he moaned out wanting more. Needing to be deep in her mouth.

He was tired of the teasing. He grabbed both sides of her head and eased her down the length as far as she could go. "Aww damn baby!" He moaned out. "You are so good at that!" He mumbled as she continued to lick and suck the length of his shaft. She let it go and took one of his balls in her mouth and gently sucked it and then the other. Driving him wild. Then she moved her attention back to his cock. Putting as much of it in her mouth as she could. Twirling her tongue.

John squirmed under her control. It felt so good. He started feeling like he was going to blow his wad any second. While his eyes rolled back in his head. He wasn't going to let it get much further than this. He had his limit. It felt so good he laid there continuing to grunt and moan as she pleasured him with her hot little tongue. "Oh God baby you have to stop!" He moaned.

"Your really hard, fuck me Johnny!" She let out a breathy whisper.


"No Patty we can't!" She started kissing him deeply and gently bit his tongue. He broke free from the kiss and tried to push her away. She knew his weakness. She kissed and licked him up his neck and made her way to his ear. She gently entered her hot juicy tongue and moaned, "fuck me Johnny!"

He couldn't take anymore, he went wild. He tore her shirt off and started licking her erect nipples. He grabbed her by her hair and pulled her face to his and entered his tongue in her mouth and kissed her as she moaned wanting more.

"Do you have any condoms?" She pulled back asking impatiently.

"Yeah come on." He pulled her up and they went into the bedroom. He opened the dresser drawer and she grabbed a condom out of the drawer and opened it and rolled it down the length of his rock hard shaft.

She pushed him back on the bed and started kissing him forcefully. She straddled across his crotch. He grabbed her hips and guided her up to mount his hard cock. She glided down onto his hardness and he thrusted all the way up inside her. As she moaned and took control. She glided up and down on him.

"Aww damn baby you feel so good." John moaned in her ear as she began to really get into fucking him. John flashed to thoughts of Ashley riding him here in this very same bed. He began to regret letting it go this far. Feeling very confused and guilty, he shoved her off of him in mid stride.

"What's the matter? Did I do something wrong?" She asked totally freaked out that he was acting so weird.

"No I'm sorry. I'm just feeling kind of sick." He made up an excuse to why they couldn't keep fucking. He discreetly removed the condom and tossed it over on the floor.

"Oh okay damn I'm sorry." She laid down on his chest hoping he would feel better soon and they could continue making love.

John was paralyzed as a million thoughts started running through his head. "What the fuck am I doing?" He wondered as he laid there totally naked with a girl that wasn't the one he was in love with. "Fuck!" He heard over and over in his head as his drunken haze slowly lifted and feelings of regret and guilt took over.






































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